"I Want You To Want Me"

Have you ever fallen in love? You know, the type of love where you can’t bare to not be around that special someone? Well let me tell you, first hand, that I’m in love with someone that I can’t have. Someone that is amazing in every aspect of their being. With someone that makes my heart pound a million times faster than normal. I think about this person from the moment I wake up in the morning to the time I lay down to go to sleep at night. It takes me hours just to fall asleep because I can’t get this person out of my head. You know how they say, you usually dream about the last thing that you think about before you go to sleep? Well, I dream about you every night because you never ever leave my thoughts. You're always on my mind and there's no room left for thinking. I think about you when I’m writing music, I think about you in the car, in the shower, hell even when I’m at work. I can’t live with knowing that someone may take you away someday; that someone else will sweep you off your feet before I even get the chance to even say hello. I wanna be the one that takes your breath away. I know that you’ve been hurt in the past: lied to, cheated on, and left heart broken one after another. But baby, if you let me in your life, I will never ever hurt you in any way and I will do anything possible to make you smile every day. You have a smile that can melt an ice burg. Nothing and no one can compare to the beauty that you posses. Not only are you a beautiful human being, but your heart is the most beautiful thing that  I’ve ever encountered. No one has a heart and soul like you do. I can see myself being with you for the rest of my life.  Nothing can make my love for you stray or disappear. I will always love you, whether we stay together or don’t become anything more than friends. That’s just how strong my love is. Have you ever fallen in love? You know, the type of love where you can’t bare to not be around that special someone? Well let me tell you, first hand, that I’m in love with someone that I can’t have.

MJ